Wednesday, May 23, 2012

拼定


有时候我很自责
为什么脑袋就不能生聪明点
这样就不用搞到那么狼狈
我也不想
但结局已酿成
又奈我如何
~
有时候我很惭愧
对我的好我不知该怎么回报
换句话说
是没有能力回报
想给你们好的舒服的
但我拿什么?
我爱你们
但我觉得我没能力为你们做得多

加油!
有希望才有明天
这些会挨过去
都会有办法的
我会努力
让自己增进
为你们
我拼定了!~

坏女孩


不要对我说这些

我不愿再虚度光阴

不要让我想那些

那已不再是我的事

我会任性

更倔强

神经质

那是不变的事实了

若有人说变了

我不否认

那不一定是坏事

也不一定是事实

事实就是真相吗?

事实有时才是谎言

我喜欢现状

不想回到从前

不要我回顾

不值得

从前从前

好到不被珍惜的女孩

还不如

现在

坏到让人不敢爱的女孩

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

I'm PRETTY ❤

Well, I saw my course-mate was showing the slides she is going to present for the coming assessment and her topics is " 6 Signs He's Just Not That Into You ". I were not impressed at all with her topics until I caught sight of some of her points she has listed out. Just because I thought of somebody...how sarcastic is it...haha...
Six signs were there, I don't really remember the another points,
but counted out,
man...U're just matched with FOUR signs there !!


 1st,  Take forever to respond for to text and call.
 2nd, Always talk about his ex.
 3rd, Tell you he's not ready for a relationship
 4th, Want to get into relationships immediately.

Alright, It seems like you are really not into me that time.
But it's glad for me, for not keep dragging just like previous time
and I'm proud of my decision =)
I would like to say
" RIKA CHONG ! finally U grew up! well done girl ! "

just want to say something to that "somebody" in case he see this some day.

" I never say no to u,
not because of I don't have demand,
this is because I love you;
I said no to u ,
 not because I cannot trust in you,
this is because I want you to know what is actually I want in this relationship."
And lastly, thank you for your hurt !
every single scar and every single wound u made and left for me,
 just treating me like plastic surgery operation,
because I'm Becoming More and More Pretty After All !



Monday, May 7, 2012

我比从前快乐


这里的景色
已经不再精彩
独自重游
代价会否是揪着心的痛
站在回忆的路口
谁又会偶尔回来走一走

会否觉得
无邪的笑容已经不再存在
对往事的情景也不再期待
不管别人怎么想

我不想想太多
我知道
错的不在我

曾经坚决不希望的等待
变成了后来的叹息
原来打算把最好的付出
最后是等到受了伤回来
才体会到成长的领悟
与坚强背后的秘密

但是
我相信
我更快乐了

现在的我比从前好
那么
你们
?

Friday, May 4, 2012

从心出发 ❤


我眼中发现了我的不同
不能占有                   就还我自由
别再对我有期待    我不再憧憬

多付出                       不代表多喜悦
已经不在的            留着也没用
人生游戏的规则
再不疯狂                   我们都老了

决定爱到这里
没什么好怕           更自在洒脱
选择勇敢地为自己幸福
让自己更美        更亮丽

身在爱情之外
我不会再孤单
选择勇敢地为自己幸福
让我再一次心跳
转身           从心出发
❤❤❤❤

Monday, April 9, 2012

离开

最近都在听这首歌
每天每晚
很感伤
很心酸
不是我爱情绪化
只是藏在心里很难受
只有在这个时候
发泄出来
不会有人听见
除了自己
我离开不了
只有习惯现状
有一些感慨
又能做些什么呢?


Tuesday, April 3, 2012

懂得


热情一步一步往下掉
该不该越陷越深
想要在乎你的梦
爱似不能独秀

说好为了梦想去拼搏
我愿意陪你去疯
谁让我心动心痛
如果你也听说

我开始习惯了发呆
你是落空的期待
有一些感慨
我试着明白

我学会了应付沉默
也许我曾离开过
有一些无奈
我再也走不开

别把我当成朋友
我希望你懂
你是我不经意的意外
我得对自己交代